Thursday, October 06, 2011

That last kiss, I'll cherish.

There are some days  when you just do the most unexpected things. Really unexpected. Like, even though you know you were going to do it, you were sure that it wouldn't turn out to be however it did. Nevertheless, days like those are fun. You realize that all your friends aren't gonna stick with you until the end. But you also discover who will. It's kinda mind blowing, in the literal sense. You realize that alcohol, even a little bit of it, gives you the courage to talk, something you don't do that often. It makes you spill everything that's been on your mind for the past two months or so. It makes you feel lighter. You feel like you shouldn't have done it. But you're glad you did it anyway. Is there always gonna be so much of confusion? You don't care. You know now that there are gonna be people who'll listen to you. You just need to talk. You realize that you can't blame others for not listening. People have so many things to listen to. Give them a reason why they should listen to you.
You also realize that some people are just better off as friends than as boyfriends. You think it's manageable. And it is. Because both of you are sensible enough to reason things out and prevent them from getting ugly. You know you'll love each other. It doesn't matter if the love is of the platonic sense or otherwise. What matters is that there will be love. You make promises that nothing will ever come in between you and the feelings you have for each other. And you hope it remains that way until something better comes along your way. And if it doesn't, you take it in your stride. Or do whatever might seem convenient at that point of time.

But you know deep down inside that it's all going to be just fine.
It will be just fine. And you know it.

Also, I'd like to wish everyone a very happy Dussera. May the good always triumph over the evil.

Happy Dussera. :)


  1. Interesting.
    That part about missing people is soo true.. I was going through my videos the other day and I found so many that made me miss everyone from high school :(

  2. :)

    I know, right? I hate change sometimes. Sigh.

  3. Nice.....
    i hate changes too...i miss my friends so much =( sometimes it hurts...bad u know!

  4. Some changes just suck :(
    There are sooo many people you're close to, and slowly you just get distant. Not coz you don't want to talk, just happens. And its bad :(
    Pretyyy pic :D

  5. Some realisation, that.

    "And you hope it remains that way until something better comes along your way." - dangerous moral ground unless the other party also feels the same way. It might just end up with you being torn between two things that breaks your heart to choose.
    (This, from what I understood of the situation, if it seems senseless, please ignore:)

    And don't you look just adorable in that half-saree(?):D

  6. :-) Ahh..thank gawd there are bloggers like you whose writings make a dull evening in Kolkata a little less duller...Loved the post...Please keep posting more often..:-)

  7. Great Blog

  8. Hey, you wore a vani, how pretty is that? My mum could kill to see me dressed in that.

  9. Rosette- Yeah, it does. :(

    Blahblaholic- Exactly! The circumstances are such. Sucks.
    And thanks! :D

    PeeVee- Hmm. Fortunately, he feels the same way too, so it's all good. :)
    Thanks! :D

    Rahul- Thanks a ton! :) I'm glad my blog made your evening a lil' better. :P

    Ravi- Thanks :D

    Meher- Thank you! Haha! Don't all mums? :P

    Aishwarya- I miss you too!

  10. Reminds me of 'Always do sober what you said you'd do drunk. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut. ' :D
    Changes are pretty constant, neh? Some suck. Others don't.

    and aw, that saree. :) Happy Dussehra to you too.
    I liked this place, shall drop by oftener.

  11. You make promises that nothing will ever come in between you and the feelings you have for each other.

    if only all promises could be kept, the world would be such a nicer place.

  12. It was a good day. A good day.
    Crazy memories. :')